Moments That Happen In Our Lives

Donald Follmer's College Graduation

2010-06-16T12:43:00.000-04:00

Bank of Mom and Dad is now closed.

Saturday was the big day. Donald Graduation from Southern Oregon University. It was a beautiful day in the valley. Partly cloudy and temperatures in the low 70's. There were about 800 graduates.

Ann Curry was the commencement speaker and I got to meet her after the ceremony. Ann is from Ashland and is a hometown girl and returned to share this moment with the graduates.

We got to the stadium about 3 hours early to get a good seat. You'll notice we are in the front row and we had our noisemakers. Notice in this photo the proud mother, grandmother and grandfather. All set for this great day. Behind them is Darnell and Josh. They are Donald's friends from New Jersey and were his graduation present from Mom. Donald wanted his long time friends with him at graduation. We were all so proud of Donald's accomplishment and wanted to be there with him.

With Donald is his girlfriend Kara. Both a delight and so happy together. Those couple of years of study dates paid off.

More on the party tomorrow.

Layouts of Donald Follmer

2010-06-15T18:25:00.001-04:00

Oregon Trip and Donald Follmer's Graduation

2010-06-15T18:15:00.003-04:00

My trip to Oregon started with a very painful and long trip to the other coast. Having worked first thing in the morning and then the drive to Tampa and then the flight to Oregon and then the drive to Ashland from Portland it ended up that we were up for 24 hours. Ugh. We did get some sleep on the airplane and in the car so that helped. We checked into our hotel about 5:00 am our time but 2:00 west coast time. But we were there.

The first day we had lunch with Donald and his friend Darnell and that was wonderful. After a nap it was off to dinner with Mom, Jackie, Rich (Jackie's ex-husband), Calvin (Donald's grandfather and Darnell. We had the best Carbinerra (Sorry Naomi, yours is actually better). The a first happened. Jackie and Rich were deciding how to split the bill and Donald piped up and said how about he pay the bill. This is a first and I had to document the occasion with a photo.

Mom was cold after dinner and he let mom wear his hockey jersey. I loved the 60 degree weather. So refreshing after our 90 degree weather. Ashland is built on the side of a mountain with parts in the valley but the better part of the town in on a hill. More pictures to come.

I've also want to share some of the layouts I've done of Donald in the past 6 months. I'll put them in another post.

Joshua Haley Chiszar

2010-06-13T17:14:00.004-04:00

I've been thinking a lot about blogging lately. Facebook has taken over a lot of our communication but it really does not give us room to really talk about what is important in our lives. Blogging gives us time to explore our feelings, our life and those we love. So I am going to get back to blogging and sharing.

Today I would like to wish Joshua Haley Chiszar happy birthday yesterday. I thought about this all day and did not really know until today what I wanted to say to this sweet adorable little boy. I want to say to you that I love you now and always. Even though your parents will not let me see you because of money that can not stop me from loving you. I miss seeing your sweet face and your very cute smile. I think of you often. I have tried to send you cards and postcards but I am sure your parents have kept these from you and have thrown them away. But know I am always here for you and you can always call me or email me because no matter what anyone says I am still your grandmother and always will be. One of these days you will google yourself and find this message and maybe we will be able to reconnect. So happy birthday and enjoy your summer. Love you.

Happy Easter

2010-04-04T14:12:00.001-04:00

Happy Easter everyone and have a really hippitty hoppity day.

Surprise, I'm Back

2009-11-13T13:02:00.004-05:00

So it took a little kick from my friends to get back to blogging. Plus the challenge this week from K2 was to photograph something in your home that you love. First I took a photo of my Lladro ballerina wide view. Then I got up close to get a detailed shot. I love the way she sits there all confident and regal. I have had her since the early 80's when my brother in law went to England and bought her for me.

I'll be back more often now and share what is going on in my life. See you soon.

Heather's Album

2009-07-24T10:18:00.003-04:00

I have been working on an album for my niece Heather. She wanted me to redo her baby album from a magnetic book to an acid free book. So Heather here is a sneak peak. I'm almost done and Jackie will bring it to you in September.

In February I signed up for a Tim Holtz call and it is finally here. I leave in a couple of hours for Clearwater and the class is tomorrow all day. I am going to spend some time tonight with my great friends Kathy and Jack. Haven't done that in a while and am really looking forward to this time.

Tomorrow I'll get all grudged up for a day of inking, tearing and grinding. Can't wait. I took some classes from Tim during CKU in Chicago and he is very high energy and so the day will really be fun.

Why do weekends go so fast?

2009-07-19T17:42:00.002-04:00

We wait all week for the weekend and it is over before we are ready. My weekend started Friday afternoon with a bridge game with my friend June and we were 2nd overall for two sections. Then it was off to scrap therapy and these were the layouts I was able to finish. Yesterday I just hung out and went to a movie last night with my family. We saw Night at the Museum. They forgot to change the plot from the last movie so it was like watching a rerun. Today Misty and I just hung out. I was working on Heather's baby book. Almost finished and I can ship it off to her.

Have a good week.

Jessics Spraque Photo Class Day 9 and 10

2009-07-17T09:54:00.005-04:00

Here are two layouts from last week's scraptherapy. I love how the Philly layout uses the Halloween photo plus the photo from the World Series. The photo of Kara and Donald is just fun.

The photo of me in Vegas has a darkened background and a brightened front. The photo of Rick has two texture layers and then the type was added.

This class has been so much fun and we only have 4 days left. I will just have to keep practicing the techniques so that I remember how to do them.

Busy day today. Doctors appointment, bridge and then scraptherapy. Happy weekend everyone.

Lesson's 4, 5 and 6

2009-07-14T21:37:00.003-04:00

The class with Jessica has been really fun. Decided to use last year's Vegas photos for these lesson's. Just love how the coke bottle turned out. There are three texture layers on top of that photo. Tried one texture and type in the second photo and drew some stars on the other photo after having given it a vintage feel and a photo border. Didn't do today's class but will get to it tomorrow.

Went and played bingo tonight and I'm $3 plus so that is a good thing. Had my gutters cleaned today because they had trees growing out of them. He even found a snake up there and some worms. Then he trimmed the gum tree in my front yard. That thing grows like a weed. They are now outlawed in Florida. Wish the people who planted that thing had known that.

Jessics Spraque Photo Class

2009-07-13T19:10:00.002-04:00

I am taking Jessica's free photo class. Here are the photos from the first three classes. The series started last Monday and I am just catching up. The first photo has a grunge frame around the border. The second one has a brush stamp and a word stamp and we learned to change the color. The third photo has a frame and word art. Fun class. More tomorrow.

Water fun for Jack Chiszar & Josh Chiszar

2009-07-04T22:31:00.004-04:00

Summer is in full swing here in Florida and I remember when my Grandchildren came to visit. What fun they had with grandma. "Hey Guys" I miss you.

I had a very quiet Fourth of July. Just wanted to stick close to home and hold Misty while the fireworks were popping all over the neighborhood. She is worn out from barking and pacing the house.

Hope you had a great one.

Jessics Spraque Challenge

2009-06-29T22:01:00.003-04:00

Jessica Spraque has just completed her birthday week of challenges. I am already a week behind. I just completed the first challenge layout. Her free class starts next week so I only have a few days to complete her challenges. Watch for the rest later in the week.

Have a great week.

Last Week's Layouts

2009-06-24T22:59:00.001-04:00

Here are last week's layouts.

Using My Stash

2009-06-24T22:51:00.002-04:00

I have been intent on using my scraps lately. So when Two Peas started the nine weeks of Tim Holtz techniques I thought this would be a great time to use my scraps.

The tags are from week one. One uses a mask. Another uses blending and the last one is a water resist stamping technique.

Two of the cards use embossed paper flowers to make them really pop. The last card uses a hibiscus stamp with double stamping with distress inks.

Now much else going on this week. I played bridge on Tuesday and we came in Fourth. I've gone to water aerobics every day and bingo last night. Trying to stay cool. Monday the heat index was 107. And to think I complained when it was 20 degrees in Chicago.

I signed up for Jessica Sprague's new photo class. It's free. Go to her blog for the details. It starts July 6th and you have until next Monday to sign up.

Have a good week everyone.

Miscellaneous Layouts

2009-06-17T22:51:00.002-04:00

These are just some miscellaneous layouts. The first one is of my sisters and our dad. The next one is of the class I took with Tweety Jill Publications. Then one of Jim and I on that great cruise we took. The last one is of Jack Chiszar, Lucas Chiszar, and Joshua Chiszar hanging out at grandma's house when it was still allowed.

Have a good one.

New pool weights.

2009-06-16T11:37:00.003-04:00

I just used my new pool weights at exercise class. Wow what a difference. I have sure my arms are going to hurt tomorrow. I only used the arm weights. The weights weigh nothing out of the water but in the water they are about a ton. Tomorrow I'll try the leg weights. The pool temp today was 89 degrees. We really need some rain to cool down the pool.

I think I lost some letters from the first layout. Enjoy.

All About Donald

2009-06-15T17:38:00.004-04:00

I've gotten quite a few layouts done this month. I thought I would group together by subject. These are all about Donald. My favorite is the money layout. Love you.

All is fine here. I have a busy week planned. Went to the doctor today and had my B12 shot and annual EKG after water aerobics. We have a pool party here on Wednesday and then I'm playing bridge on Friday. Plus the normal activities bingo, pool and cropping at Terry's on Friday.

Have a great week everyone.

This is Kara

2009-06-12T09:03:00.003-04:00

Donald, this is Kara, right?

Happy Birthday Joshua Chiszar

2009-06-11T20:38:00.003-04:00

I am posting this on the eve of your birthday. Tomorrow you will be 4 years old and I wish I were there to give you a great big grandma hug. I know you would just giggle because you love those hugs that lift you off your feet.

I hope you have the best birthday ever and I want you to know Joshua Chiszar that I love you and if your parents would let me I would be there to wish you happy birthday in person.

So have a great day. I sent you a birthday card, hope you get to read it. Love you, Grandma.

XOXO

Catching up on layouts

2009-06-11T20:35:00.002-04:00

Here are the layouts I finished in May. Now on to June.

Enjoying the Summer

2009-06-11T15:01:00.004-04:00

Summer is not even here yet and it is already over 90 degrees. It will be this way until October. I already hate the heat. This morning I went to the pool for water exercises and it was already way to hot. I don't know how the people spend then entire afternoon out there. Me I just want to stay inside from noon until dark. Anyone else feel this way.

I played bridge yesterday and we did pretty well. 2nd in the section and 4th overall. Not bad for me since I have not been playing much but home to get more time in at the bridge table. This Saturday I'm playing in a special game which should be fun.

I'm been scrapping with friends so I have a lot of pages to post. I'll get caught up with that over the next week. Been having fun with some Tim Holtz techniques and that has been a hoot.

My recipe for the heat. Stay inside in the air conditioning.

Let Summer Begin

2009-05-26T16:27:00.002-04:00

Memorial Day traditionally is the start of summer but here in Florida I think we started about a month ago. You can now wear white shoes and carry a white handbag and wear all those bright colors. I love summer but I hate the heat. Can't we have summer with temps in the high 70's and then it would be absolutely perfect. I know I am dreaming.

Had a great holiday weekend. Barbecued, played cards, did a little scrapbooking with friends and even saw a movie. I even snuck in a nap. What a way to celebrate the holiday. Catching up on posting my layouts.

Trip To Ikea Tday

2009-05-25T22:22:00.003-04:00

Jackie and I drove up to Tampa today to check out the new IKEA store. I have been in one since I left Chicago. But let me say Chicago has nothing on the crowds. It was an absolute mob today when we left. We were lucky and got there before it opened so we had a leisurely breakfast and started our tour before the crowds. By the time we left you could not even move in the isles. My only purchase was a 72 inch frame shelf. Can't wait to hang it in my scrap room. Once it is up I'll post a photo.

I want to remember my dad today who spent the majority of his adult life in the Army. I applaud everyone in uniform for keep us safe. Those that have come before us and those who have their feet on the ground today. I pray that you are safe. My flag waves proudly today in your honor.

One Year Today

2009-05-24T21:11:00.002-04:00

Today marks one year that I have not seen my grandchildren. I was able to talk to them up until late June. Many of you have asked me if I've had any contact with them and the answer is no. A price has been put on their beautiful little heads. Pay the money or you can no longer see your grandchildren. If you pay it all will be forgiven. What type of parent puts a price on their children. Jim's son Bob told me that if I wrote a check for our entire IRA then I could see our grandchildren. He did not want out home or our car, he said I could keep these two things. But the IRA was to be given to him. I could not give away all of the money that Jim and I worked for and that he wanted me to have. He was very specific about this and had taken care of it legally.

I miss these three little boys so much. Jack, Josh and Lucas I love you and no matter what your parents tell you I love you and want to see you so badly. Someday when you are old enough to find this blog on the Internet you will know that I love you and did not abandon you. You can always call me and I will be there for you. I have sent you cards and letters but in the beginning they were sent back to me so I have saved them for you. I have no idea about the others.

I have put away many of your grandfathers things and someday I'll give them to you. Just know you are always in my thoughts. The last time I talked to you Jack you were crying your eyes out because I could not come see you. This broke my heart and I wanted to hug you so badly. Then the phone was taken from you. I know you hurt to and someday we will be together and I can give you that hug.

More Taxpayer Money

2009-05-22T17:06:00.003-04:00

The next three days of training were about the same. Our two leaders had never trained before so they would do one page and then call the office for more instructions. There was no real training just reading from the manual (which we could have done on our own.) Each day was 10 hours long which meant a lot more overtime for each of us. Plus we get mileage for driving to and from the training session. This is unreal. What industry out there pays you for your commute and your mileage. Now remember the commute home is overtime pay. Yeah more money for us and less for the taxpayer. We did a lot of sitting around and not really doing anything. This is the government at its finest. The Census Bureau is part of the Commerce Department. I did learn that. Chow, more layouts tomorrow and the rest of the story.

Wasted taxpayer dollars.

2009-05-22T11:04:00.003-04:00

Well my job is over for now. The Census Bureau is done for now. They will probably call us back in the fall. It was fun but very hot to be outside everyday. We identified everywhere people can live and now they can make up their address list. The Census is definitely wasting our money. They are the most disorganized organization I have ever seen. The training was like a comedy show. Neither of our trainers had any idea what they were doing. The first day we filled out 16 forms. So much for the Paper Reduction Act. Then we were fingerprinted. Now this took 4 hours for 17 of us. They had no idea how to do it and kept have to repeat the tests. But they coined a phrase "don't worry you are getting paid" that we would hear a lot in the coming weeks. While they were fingerprinting we wondered outside, read a book and just chatted. WE had to be there at 8:00 but were paid from the time we left our house. Then at 5:00 we were told we had homework to do. They could have told us this at 12:30 and we could have done it while we were sitting around all afternoon. We were told we would be paid 1 hour for the homework time. We left and we were paid for driving home. So we were paid for 10 and a half hours. Two and a half hours of this was at overtime pay. Who thinks we were wasting taxpayer dollars on just this one day. Throughout Sarasota they were training 300 people. That is a lot of wasted taxpayer dollars. But remember, you are getting paid.

2 Layouts

2009-04-30T20:00:00.002-04:00

I haven't posted any layouts for awhile so it's time I share some of my creations. The water zone is from Josh's birthday and was done as a scrap and dash at K2 a couple of weeks ago. Love how it turned out. The second one is a glimpse of what Misty and I see when we are out for a walk. A little sunshine and a little wildlife. She only chases rodents so these feather friends don't even faze her.

It's been a long week of work. As the days get hotter here it is harder to stay outside for six plus hours. The work is winding done and we may be done tomorrow, Monday at the latest. Back to the unemployed.

Saturday is National Scrapbook Day so I am spending most of the weekend at our local scrapbook store. Lots of fun in store for the weekend. Have a great weekend everyone.

Remembering Jim

2009-04-29T20:00:00.003-04:00

Today I spent a lot of time thinking about Jim and our life together. It was a hard day remembering how happy we were and all the plans we had for our retirement that were not to be. But today was a day for honoring Jim and all he meant to me. I had dinner at my sister's and Mom brought me a rose to commemorate the day and Jackie brought me Rocky Mountain Chocolate Factory truffles. Jim always got these for me on special occasions. We talked about Jim and it was special.

Last night I could not sleep. I tossed and turned and sleep was not to be. The last time I looked at the clock was 12:28 and then I drifted off to sleep. That is the exact moment I lost Jim a year ago. To Jim's family, I know most of you said a prayer for Jim today and I know we share this moment together even though we are no longer share our lives.

I Miss You So Much

2009-04-28T23:04:00.002-04:00

At this time last year I was praying Jim was going to make it home and then he was gone. I miss him everyday. But he walks beside me and he is always in my heart. Jim I love you and I know you knew that. We said it all and we felt it all.

You were right about so many things but someday . . .

Your memory lives in my heart.

OK It has Been Awhile

2009-04-25T21:27:00.002-04:00

I have really been a bad blogger lately. As many of you know I am working right now and it is taking everything out of me. I come home and litterly fall into bed. I am outside the entire day and the heat really takes it out of me. Luckily I have Jim's cart and do not have to walk to all of these houses. Next week I am on Siesta Key and that will be a challenge. More on that later.

Today I want to celebrate my friend Jan. Jan is one of our snowbirds and is leaving tomorrow to go back to Illinois and then Rockford and then Wisconsin. She is a really good friend and in November when she arrived back in Sarasota she got me out of my bridge sabbatical. I had not played bridge since Jim died. She is a wonderful partner and we had a very successful season of bridge. In the six months we played I think we did not come in only twice which is a true feat. The last three times we played we were first in our section and placed in the overalls. Jan is a joy to play with and I will really miss her while she is gone. Have a good time up north Jan and I'll see you in November. I'll make sure to practice while you are gone.

Layouts from Last Month's Boot Camp

2009-03-04T11:38:00.001-05:00

Bad Blogger is Back

2009-03-04T10:15:00.002-05:00

So what has been happening in the last week. For one thing it has gotten cold again. I am really tired of this since I was going back to the pool for my exercises and all of a sudden that had to stop again. My right knee has been killing me and only the exercises in the pool helps with this problem. The doctor sent me for x-rays on Monday to see if there is a problem that I don't know about but I haven't gotten any results on this. So for the past two weeks I have been hobbling around and even using a cane several times because it was so sore.

These layouts are some that I finished in the last week. My pledge is to finish the things I have started and not start any new projects until these are completed. Jim always told me that I start so many things and I don't always complete them before I start a new project. Last night I gave my sister the SISTER album I started about three months ago. Great, another project finished.

Last week I went to St. Petersburg and had dinner with my friends Kathy and Jack and then we played in a team game at the St. Pete club. I played with Nancy and had a great time. We even made a date for next week to do it again.

Friday night I went to Scrap Therapy and this is where I completed the album. There were about 20 of us and the noise level was off the chart and everyone was having a great time. We took time out to see Venus. Venus was right next to the moon and it was so bright. The astronomers said this was one of the best sightings of Venus.

The past week was also a very social time. The annual Strawberry social was on Thursday and then on Sunday was the ice cream social. Needless to say that at my doctor appointment on Monday my sugar level was a bit high. Bingo was not in the numbers for me last night but my sister did win $60 when she yelled bingo. Today I have Scrap and Dash and that is always fun to see what creation Kim has come up with.

Lots of things to get done this month before I start my job. So I'm off to get started . . .

It's Been a Great Week

2009-02-24T22:20:00.002-05:00

So far this week it has been really great. Tonight I won $90 at Bingo. Yes I won 2 bingo's one for $20 and the other for $70. Yeah. Next it was warm enough today to go to the pool and work on my knee that has been killing me. The cold has really been bad on the old knees. The last really good news is that I finally have gotten a job. I start work next month with the Census. All those tests have finally paid off. I guess now I really do have to get all those things done around the house now that I will be a working woman. Yeah me. The other great news is that Misty is finally out of heat. What a pain that is. I guess I will have to think about getting her fixed. I had wanted to have puppies but now I am not sure.

These four layouts are from the last two weeks of Scrap and Dash. Everything else is going along fine.

Prayers go out to Uncle Chester. I've been thinking about you and hope all is going well for you.

Scrapbook Boot Camp

2009-02-22T11:13:00.001-05:00

Yesterday seven of us attended Nikki's scrapbook Boot Camp. This is seven hours of intense scrapbooking. We made 20 layouts. Not all of them are completely done. We still have most of the pictures to put in and some final embellishments. But we created the entire layout ready for pictures. To put this in perspective for all of my non scrapbooking friends, on a normal two day crop we may finish 5 to 6 layouts. We putter and talk and munch away on goodies and generally just have a good time. So to make 20 layouts in seven hours is intense. Yes we still talked and munched but there was no puttering.

Once I get the layouts entirely done I will post them here. Off to work on those pages.

Some Layouts

2009-02-18T15:34:00.001-05:00

Here are a couple of layouts from earlier in the month. A little behind posting these. I spent last week playing bridge so I forgot to post these. More on the tournament in another post.

From This to This

2009-02-08T20:43:00.002-05:00

It has been so cold out lately that Misty has not been able to have a bath. She hates the blow dryer so that is out. The best it the warm sunshine and a towel to roll in. So today it was in the 70's and so Misty got a bath. I even tried my hand at trimming her face hair. I didn't do to badly but once the cold weather has passed it's off to the groomer for her.

I hope the sun shines down on everyone this week.

This is a First

2009-02-07T09:02:00.002-05:00

This morning I was watching the new and the weather reporter came on. It was 43 degrees in Sarasota. But guess what it was 45 degrees in Chicago. This has got to be the first time for me that it was warmer in Chicago then it was here in Sarasota. But to all my friends coming down for the Sarasota/Bradenton Regional Bridge Tournament next week plan on the weather being in the mid 70's. Just for all of you we will have the perfect Florida weather. Looking forward to seeing everyone. Come sit with me on the beach.

Thanks Terry for a fun night last night even if I only got one page done. It was a lot of laughs ladies.

2009-02-03T08:42:00.000-05:00

Saw this on my friend Stacy's blog. Loved It.

Rainy Days and Monday

2009-02-02T22:12:00.003-05:00

Always get you down. (Rained all day.) But not me. I was up all day. Got up early and decided to get some things done and then I went and played bridge. We came in 5th and were happy with that. Jan it was great. Next week is the Sarasota/Bradenton Regional and am really looking forward to playing all week. Gina is coming from Arkansas and Ann is coming from out West. Should be a great "girl" week.

This is a photo of my tomatoes I am growing. They are really getting big fast. I planted the very small plants (2 of them) at the beginning of December.

Have a great week. I'm off to pick up Jackie from the airport. She was in Ohio all weekend with no electricity. That must have been fun.

Happy Birthday Kathy

2009-02-01T20:52:00.002-05:00

Happy Birthday Kathy. Hope you have a "super" day. It was great fun to spend the day with Kathy yesterday in St. Pete. We did lunch and then played in the St. Pete Sectional. Didn't have a great result but we did have a good time. After the game we went out to dinner and the waiters sang happy birthday to Kathy. I then had to come home and go over that "darn" bridge. There was very little traffic at that time so it wasn't too bad.

The first and last layouts are from the past two week's Scrap and Dash. The one of Jackie is a hybrid layout. That means that much of it was done on the computer with the pictures and a few embellishments added afterward. The Birthday party layout uses the new die cut from Creative Cafe. It was perfect to highlight Rick's 30th birthday.

Thanks Mom for making dinner tonight. It was great. Always love it when someone else cooks. Have a great week everyone.

Happy Birthday Jack

2009-01-22T21:59:00.002-05:00

Happy Birthday Jackson Ryan Chiszar! I know that I can not be with you today but I am thinking about you. I'm not allowed to call or send you anything because your parents will not allow any type of communication.

But, I love you and am always thinking about you. I know you are getting so big and I wish I could give you a great big grandma hug.

I've written you a letter and card today and I will hold on to it until we are together once again. I have a savings bond for you and this to shall have to wait.

If you feel something brush against your cheek just know it is me sending you kisses.

Love Grandma.

Happy Birthday Misty

2009-01-22T17:01:00.004-05:00

Today Misty is two years old. She is still as frisky as a puppy and is a delight in my life. Yes there are nights that like last night when the weather outside is not really dog walking weather but no matter I love her. This morning when we went out there was frost on the grass. Yes it was cold this morning.

Hope for the Future

2009-01-21T12:19:00.003-05:00

It's a new day for America. I just read a list of what the future may hold for all of us. We definitely new a new era and a new leader at the helm. I am proud that this country is looking toward a new beginning and look forward to a better tomorrow for all.

Hump Day Winding Down

2009-01-14T22:21:00.002-05:00

Lots of things going on this week. Saw the cardiologist on Monday and he gave me a good result on my Nuclear Stress Test that I took last week. He said I had to work on my weight, exercise more and we all know what the third item was. So I guess I have some work to do. Don't have to go back for three months.

It was another bust last night at Bingo. I certainly am on a dry spell. Was one number away several times.

Spent some time at the library today but really didn't find anything that sparked for me. Had a few errands to run after that.

Scrap and dash was tonight so these are the layouts I completed. The middle one is from last week that I had not posted yet. The other two are really outside my comfort zone but they were fun to play with.

Thanks Jackie for dinner tonight. Sorry I was late . . . just talking to much at Scrap and Dash.

Another Busy Week Ahead

2009-01-11T22:15:00.002-05:00

Well last week is behind me and a lot was accomplished. I got through the breast biopsy and it was negative. That was a huge result for me. I was a little worried as we all are when faced with this challenge.

I had a nuclear stress test on Thursday and the doctor didn't say anything during the test so I am hopeful that tomorrow I will get a good report on this procedure.

I am trying very hard to get a government job. I had my second testing on Wednesday and hope to hear something this week. I will have my cell phone with me at all times.

Friday night I went to the crop at K2 and had some laughs with friends. It is a great way to sit and relax and just let loose with other women who have their own problems and know that you are not the only one swimming against the current.

Yesterday morning there was breakfast at the clubhouse and then some of the people came over and picked some oranges and grapefruit from my trees. I have so many that I will never be able to eat them all. I told them to definitely come back for more. Last night we went and say Bride Wars. A total chick flick and it was fun to just laugh. Today I helped Jackie clean my mom's carpets and then guess what. I fixed dinner. We had rib eye steaks and they were wonderful.

Here's hoping everyone has a great week.

Yeah!!!!

2009-01-07T09:23:00.000-05:00

It was a fibrous cyst with scar tissue from the last biopsy. More later.

Better Blogger

2009-01-05T21:49:00.002-05:00

I have been very eractic in my blogging the past couple of months but I plan to do better. I think I am better when I put my thoughts down and get them out of my mind.

Isn't this a great photo of mom with the two dogs at Christmas. She was trying to read a book and Rizzo was trying to get away from Misty and Misty was the jealous one and had to get up with Mom. Mom made these adorable Xmas scarves.

This is a busy week for me. Today I had a breast biopsy. My doctor got all of my biopsy results from Naperville and Arlington Heights hospitals and believes that we will have good news. The lump has grown to one inch from three quarters inch. Say a little prayer for me on this one. I'll get the results tomorrow afternoon.

Wednesday I take another exam for the job I am hoping to get. Another prayer. Then Thursday I have a stress test scheduled. Results on that one next Monday. So it looks like I am going to meet my max out of pocket all in one week but that means that everything will be paid at 100% for the rest of the year because my new plan is an 80/20 plan and not a copay plan. That's the only good thing about all of this.

What a way to start the year but it goes with my one little word "revitalize." Refresh and renew and get back on track. I think I'll pick some oranges in the morning and have some fresh orange juice. Cheers.

One Small Victory

2009-01-04T11:55:00.002-05:00

It's a victory with Medicare and that is saying a lot. It has taken over six months to deal with this. Before Jim got sick he ordered a new prosthetic leg. He never got delivery of this prosthesis. I tried to get it but the company would not give it to me because I was not the client. After Jim died I decided I would either sell the leg or donate it to a worthy cause. The cost of this prosthesis was a little over $11,000. Not a small amount and Medicare paid the bill even though there was no delivery.

Since this St. Petersburg company would not give me the leg and it had been paid for I wrote to Medicare. A couple weeks after I wrote the letter Medicare responded and said they would look into the situation. I just received a letter from Medicare and on December 18th they required Orthopedic and Prosthesis Center of St. Petersburg to return the money they were paid for this prosthesis. If they do not repay the amount it will be deducted from further payments from Medicare.

Yeah a victory. Small but satisfying. Since we all contribute to the Medicare fund it is good that we do not have them pay for services that are not provided.

Last Layouts of 2008

2009-01-02T13:16:00.003-05:00

Just wanted to post the last of the layouts I did in December. Now I can start fresh on 2009. Going to the all day Saturday crop so I am sure I will get a lot done since it runs from 10 to 10.

Happy New Year To All

2009-01-01T21:36:00.000-05:00

My One Little Word

2009-01-01T21:28:00.002-05:00

My one little word for 2008 was "strength" and boy did I need it last year. My challenges were many. I started the year sitting by Jim's side as we both fought for him to get better. I found every bit of strength I had to support and love him through the vigorous fight for his life. Ultimately we lost that battle and then I had to find the strength to endure this terrible loss. I am still trying to find this strength and it is a battle every day. Then I had to find the strength to face the hatred of Kathy and Bob. It all came down to money. Bob said give him all my money or I would never see our grandchildren again. But as I face that loss I know that either way Bob would never have let me see my grandchildren again because of his hatred of me. Then there were those awful emails from Kathy to all my friends, employers and family. Yes because of those same people I found the strength to get through this too. Not one of you said to buckle to these two. I will always love these three little boys and someday I hope to reconnect with them.

Other challenges included the mold in my bathroom and after three months I conquered this also. I found the strength to get through the holidays with a few hiccups along the way. The other problem I had to deal with was the lack of a job. I applied for over 200 jobs with no luck. But 2008 is over and I say good riddance. On to 2009.

My one little word for 2009 will be revitalize. There has to be a new beginning and through this word I hope to find my way.

Revitalize
Transitive and intransitive verb return to doing something: to begin something

or doing something again, or be begun again.
To give new life to.
To give new vitality or vigor to.
Restore strength.
To make more lively or active.
Breathe new live into.
Reestablish on a new, usually improved basis or make new or like new.

Remembering

2008-12-31T19:50:00.003-05:00

I met Jim in November of 1997 and we got close very quickly. I remember that first New Year's Eve. Jim was in Chicago and I was in Safety Harbor. At the stroke of midnight he called me to wish me a Happy New Year. We stayed on the phone until the stroke of midnight in Chicago. He told me at midnight that he never wanted to spend another New Year's without me. WE had many wonderful New Year celebrations. They were festive and they were spent with our close friends. Last year we were together in the hospital and it was just as special being together. You promised me you were going to get better and honey you did your best but your poor body just did not cooperate.

Today I remembered all these special times and I miss you so much. Today I experienced what the books tells you will happen to you. Intense grief emotions are difficult to describe to those who have not experienced them. The often come to us at unexpected times, sometimes with no warning and with no evident "trigger". I know what today's "trigger" is, it's New Year's eve and we are not together. I had a doctor appointment this morning for my B12 shot and I cried through the whole appointment. Then I came home and with a rush of energy I cleaned the kitchen until it was spotless. Then feeling completely drained I went to bed and just thought about you and the great times we had.

Tonight I'll be awake at the stroke of midnight and I will be thinking about you and hope you are dancing the night away.

Happy Holiday Season To All

2008-12-15T10:45:00.001-05:00

From my family to yours I wish everyone a happy and healthy holiday season.

Black Friday

2008-11-28T22:51:00.002-05:00

Today was Black Friday and the crowds were not there. I did not get up in the wee hours of the morning to go shopping. Jackie did get up early and she said there were no lines. She did stop by K2 and pick up my 40% coupon so that I could go later and shop.

The three of us did go to Michael's and Joann and picked up a few things but we did not spend a lot. Normally these places would have huge lines but today there was only one person in line in front of me. The economy is really taking a hit.

The only thing going down is gas. In July it cost me $62 to fill my car with gas. This week it cost me $30.11. I love it.

This photo was taken Thanksgiving day. It was a quiet day to start the holiday season. I miss Jim so much every day and the next month I'll just think of all the great memories we had and the short time we had with our wonderful grandchildren.

Happy Thanksgiving To All

2008-11-27T11:32:00.002-05:00

Things To Do

2008-11-24T21:56:00.002-05:00

Things to do....
so here goes. i copied this list from a blog & the idea is to bold (highlight/change the color) all the things on the list you've done. Some things I may never want to do but there are some things I would like to experience. Give it a try.
1. Started your own blog
2. Slept under the stars
3. Played in a band
4. Visited Hawaii
5. Watched a meteor shower
6. Given more than you can afford to charity
7. Been to Disneyland
8. Held a praying mantis
9.Climbed a mountain
10. Sang a solo
11. Bungee jumped.
12. Visited Paris
13. Watched a lightning storm at sea
14. Taught yourself an art from scratch
15. Adopted a child
16. Had food poisoning
17. Walked to the top of the Statue of Liberty
18. Grown your own vegetables
19. Seen the Mona Lisa in France
20. Slept on an overnight train
21. Had a pillow fight
22. Hitch hiked
23. Taken a sick day when you're not ill
24. Built a snow fort
25. Held a lamb
26. Gone skinny dipping
27. Run a Marathon
28. Ridden in a gondola in Venice (in Vegas)
29. Seen a total eclipse
30. Watched a sunrise or sunset
31. Hit a home run
32. Been on a cruise
33. Seen Niagara Falls in person
34. Visited the birthplace of your ancestors
35. Seen an Amish community
36. Taught yourself a new language
37. Had enough money to be truly satisfied
38. Seen the Leaning Tower of Pisa in person
39. Gone rock climbing
40. Seen Michelangelo's David
41. Sung karaoke
42. Seen Old Faithful geyser erupt
43. Bought a stranger a meal at a restaurant
44. Visited Africa
45. Walked on a beach by moonlight
46. Been transported in an ambulance
47. Had your portrait painted
48. Gone deep sea fishing
49. Seen the Sistine Chapel in person
50. Been to the top of the Eiffel Tower in Paris
51. Gone scuba diving or snorkeling
52. Kissed in the rain
53. Played in the mud
54. Gone to a drive-in theater
55. Been in a movie
56. Visited the Great Wall of China
57. Started a business
58. Taken a martial arts class
59. Visited Russia
60. Served at a soup kitchen
61. Sold Girl Scout Cookies
62. Gone whale watching
63. Got flowers for no reason
64. Donated blood, platelets or plasma
65. Gone sky diving
66. Visited a Nazi Concentration Camp
67. Bounced a check
68. Flown in a helicopter
69. Saved a favorite childhood toy
70. Visited the Lincoln Memorial
71. Eaten Caviar
72. Pieced a quilt
73. Stood in Times Square
74. Toured the Everglades
75. Been fired from a job
76. Seen the Changing of the Guards in London
77. Broken a bone
78. Been on a speeding motorcycle
79. Seen the Grand Canyon in person
80. Published a book
81. Visited the Vatican
82. Bought a brand new car
83. Walked in Jerusalem
84. Had your picture in the newspaper
85. Read the entire Bible
86. Visited the White House
87. Killed and prepared an animal for eating (a fish, does that count?)
88. Had chickenpox
89. Saved someone's life
90. Sat on a jury
91. Met someone famous
92. Joined a book club
93. Lost a loved one
94. Had a baby
95. Seen the Alamo in person
96. Swam in the Great Salt Lake (I’ve seen it)
97. Been involved in a law suit
98. Owned a cell phone
99. Been stung by a bee
100. Read an entire book in one day

Sharing a Few Layouts

2008-11-23T16:24:00.002-05:00

My days are pretty full these days dealing with all of the pressures I have. I have finally found health insurance that I can barely afford but at least I was able to convert my current policy with United Health Care. Everyday I look for a job but as we all know the unemployment situation is very bleak. I find solace in knowing I am not the only one in this situation. I have also been dealing with some health issues. Nothing to serious but they have to be dealt with.

I am trying to stay busy as we approach this holiday season plus both my birthday and Jim's. Way to much to deal with but staying busy helps. Sitting outside with the sun on my face helps clear the mind. Especially since I think of all my friends and family facing the cold and snow. Stay warm everyone.

Misty Out Running

2008-11-13T20:43:00.001-05:00

I took Misty out for a run tonight. She just loves getting out at night. A little warm here today but it was cooling down tonight. I think it was 88 today. I've heard something about a cool front coming Sunday. I can't wait.

Some Layouts

2008-11-12T09:10:00.004-05:00

Here are some of the layouts I did last month and have not posted.

It has been pretty quiet around here. Jackie Mom and I went to McDill AFB on Monday to renew Mom's ID card. Unlucky for us that they were closed because of Tuesday's holiday. We went to the BX and did some shopping. They do have great prices and no sales tax. I got my haircut while we were there also. Yesterday was bowling and I actually did pretty good. Last night was Bingo and yes I got to yell bingo and won $25. Bingo pretty much pays for itself so that is really good.

Today the fire department is going around the community and inspecting our fire alarms and replacing them as needed. What a great service and it is free. Now that's for me. Have a great week.

A Tank of Gas

2008-11-07T21:41:00.002-05:00

In July it cost me $62 to fill up my car with gas. Yesterday it cost me $37. But look around nothing else is coming down. Plus the price of gas went down again today. The price of a barrel of oil is less than $60. The stock market is down 30%. (You know what that means for all of our IRA's). So my question is when is everything else going to come down. When everyone raised the prices they said it was because of gas yet the prices are holding. Today they announced the highest unemployment rate since 1994. I guess our economy is just in the trash.

That was just my little rant.

Been busy. Bowled this week, did some water aerobics and played bingo. Filled out about a dozen job applications and did a little scrapbooking. Played with Misty and lunched with Mom and Jackie. I will miss all of this when I find a job. I do not hold out my chances with the holidays coming. Traditionally that is the worst time to find a job.

I have been really down about it but I may just have to face the facts and do what I need to do. I guess the worst part is losing my health insurance. It will be the first time I have ever been without health insurance. I am working through a complete medical exam so that I am set to go.

The two layouts I did in October. I really am behind in posting them. Have a great weekend everyone.

Yes We Can

2008-11-05T10:15:00.002-05:00

Last night watching Barack Obama give his victory speech in Chicago I was so inspired that we are facing a change in business in Washington DC. Just as I was inspired last week when I say Barack speak last week in Sarasota. If I was still living in Chicago I would have been at Grant Park last night.

"In this election, in this moment, let us reach for what we know is possible. A nation healed. A world repaired. An America that believes again," Barack Obama.

Yes We Can. Change is in our future. God Bless America.

Did You Vote Today

2008-11-04T14:16:00.003-05:00

Did you vote today? If you didn't I don't want to hear a word over the next four years.

Vote today. Every vote counts.

Made it through Halloween

2008-11-02T21:41:00.002-05:00

Yes this was a difficult weekend for many reasons. One is that on Halloween last year Jim was really good. He was able to go outside and even to the lunchroom for the festivities. I really had hope at Halloween. Jack asked me to make him a Harry Potter scarf for his costume. I loved doing that as Jim and I were always part of our grand children's Halloween. Not so this year. I wonder what they dressed up as. Were they super hero's or spooky spirits. I wonder if they asked where their grandmother is. I wonder what the answer was.

Happy Hallween Jack, Josh and Luke. Hope you enjoy the little present grandma sent.

Kept busy most of the weekend. Cropped on Saturday and then played cards on Saturday night. We ordered out from the Chinese restaurant. Today I cleaned and did laundry. House is all spiffy and ready for another week. Have a good one everyone.

A Little behind in posting.

2008-10-30T12:40:00.001-04:00

Yes I'm a little behind in posting but I've been really busy. Or maybe a little lazy.

Today, Jackie and I went to the Barrack Obama rally here in Sarasota. Wow, there were over 15,000 people there and the crowd was so energetic. The sun was out and it was 71 degrees, the perfect Florida day. Obama is do dynamic and he really had the crowd on its feet.

My favorite quote for the day was. "We need to rise to the moment when the moment is hard." Doesn't this say it all. He asked the crowd how many had already voted and I was so surprised when 75% of the people raised their hand. I had no idea that many people were taking advantage of early voting. I may just go vote today or wait until election day when the crowds are over.

It has been really cold over the past few days. 42 was our record low and for us in Florida this is really cold. I even wore my sweats.

Have a happy and safe Halloween.

Not Much Happening

2008-10-23T22:48:00.002-04:00

Not much is happening on the job front. I have received several rejections but I still have high hopes on one job. The hiring manager told me she sent my application over to HR for processing. Keep your fingers crossed.

Played bingo on Tuesday and yelled bingo once. Today I filled in at Hands and Foot and won the pot of a whole $3.75 all in quarters.

Thanks mom for making dinner tonight. It was great as usual. These are two Digi layouts I have been working on. Have a great weekend.

Musings

2008-10-19T22:54:00.003-04:00

Last Friday I was in the pool doing my water aerobics and one lady looked up and a bald eagle was soaring above us. We all looked up and there he was flying with some other black birds. How amazing it was to see him glide above us in all of his splendor. We have several her in our community. Remember a couple of weeks ago I told you that mom saw him in her back yard. He also perches on a house across from the club house. It is very rare to have or to see a bald eagle and how wonderful that he has chosen our community to live in. It was such a joy to have him watch us swim.

Yesterday I went to Tampa and on the way back I stopped for gas. $2.84! You read that right, cheap gas. I don't know what is going on but I love this downward spiral. Maybe the oil companies finally get it. You raise the price and we just stop driving. We can not afford $4 gas.

Right now I have the ball game on and it is the top of the 8th with no outs and 2 on base. Will the Rays pull this out or are we going home. Those of us in the Tampa Bay area had to choose tonight on what we were going to watch. The Bucs or the Rays? Many of us are going back and forth or using the PIP feature of our TV's. I had to read the book again.

Yesterday I went to a charity crop in Tampa. It benefited Tampa Bay Kids Charities. What a wonderful event this was. I had signed up about 5 months ago and really looked forward to the crop. The event was sponsored by Home Shopping Network and all of our money went directly to the charity. You have to love that. This group really pampered us. We were give one half of a ten foot table. This is unheard of because you usually are crammed in and barely get three feet. They gave us a huge goody bag full of scrapbook supplies, a free haircut coupon. A massage coupon and many others. Plus we were each given a chair massage at the event.

There were volunteers at the door to carry in all of our supplies. We did not have to lift one item and they took it directly to our preassigned table. That was just the beginning. HSN sent over volunteers and they were there for anything we might need. HSN had given us a insulated cup and these volunteers may sure they were always filled. They ran and got your drinks for you. Lunch was donated by Carrabas Restaurant and was chicken Alfredo and salad. An hour later they served hot chocolate chip cookies right to the table. Later chocolates were delivered. Dinner was Olive Garden's bake ziti, salad and bread sticks. Panera bread came in with cookies and chocolate cake. They were over the top on food.

They had six make and takes and there was no waiting because they called you up by tables and there was plenty of time to make them. There were tons of door prizes and raffles but I did not win any of them. One lady got to go home to her husband and tell him she had a great time cropping and she won 2 Buccaneer game tickets. I bet her husband lets her go to a crop again. I can't wait for next year. They have already given us the date for next year.

One more inning. Rays are up and we are starting the 8th inning. Cross your fingers.

I'll share my layouts from this weekend during the week.

Had a Interview

2008-10-16T10:43:00.004-04:00

Yesterday I actually had a job interview. It's not a great job but it does have full benefits and right now that is extremely important to me. The interview went well and they are setting up an appointment with the District Manager. Wish me luck.

Days are becoming typical. Send out resumes in the morning, water aerobics and house maintenance. Misty and I are walking and playing. Thank you Jackie for making dinner last night. It was great as usual. Here is a layout from yesterday's Scrap and Dash. Kim does a great job.

The other first two layouts are made from scraps from the last couple of weeks.

Digital Layouts from Scrap Pink

2008-10-12T12:52:00.002-04:00

Scrap Pink was a lot of fun and this morning I just felt like doing a couple of digital layouts. Thought the photos from scrap pink were a perfect subject to commemorate the weekend. It was fun ladies.

TGIF

2008-10-10T22:51:00.002-04:00

What a busy week it has been. Job search was number one and about 25 resumes went flying out. There is and was the health care situation. Happily this is getting resolved and I will actually save money. I will finalize this on Tuesday. Then there are the headaches involved with resolving my car accident from August. This was the rear end hit and this is almost resolved. The only problem from this week and the past several months is the bleeding from my IRA. Will the market ever bottom out and start to go up. I am just like everyone else. Just holding my breath that the market won't go down much more.

Did the other usual things today. Water aerobics in the morning and tonight I went to the club house for game night. This is new for around here. You just go to the club house and bring a game and just hang out. What fun and it doesn't cost anything. We did this all summer on Monday nights at the pool. We brought a bag dinner and ate on the veranda and then played games or cards. Someone must think it's fall and we need to move inside.

It was a beautiful night and Misty and I went out for her run and she loved it. The cooler weather agrees with her and me.

Have a great weekend. This is just a fun digital layout I did this week.

Scrap and Dash Tonight

2008-10-08T23:14:00.002-04:00

Here are several Scrap and Dash layouts. The first two are from several weeks ago that I forgot to post and the second two are from tonight. Had fun with Jenni and Chelsea tonight. They are both fun to hang out with. Naomi I was sorry you were coming as we were going. Would have loved to chat.

Not much happened today. Misty went to the groomers and she looks adorable. Photos tomorrow. Water aerobics as usual and then a search for health insurance. I think I have that nailed down and will make my decision over the next couple of days. There aren't many options but there is one that may work for me.

Off to bed and a good book. Night all.

Go Rays

2008-10-06T22:23:00.003-04:00

Tonight we were all rooting for the Tampa Bay Rays. They were victorious over the Chicago White Sox's. I feel a little sad for my Chicago friends but down here in Florida we are doing the happy dance. Larry you can now wear your Rays hat.

Tried out a new recipe on my sister and Mom tonight. Yes I know I don't cook but decided it was time to try. I made grilled chicken with a mango salsa. It was great. This was one of the recipes from the Biggest Loser last week. They inspired me to cook.

Misty and the Duck

2008-10-05T19:07:00.002-04:00

We have a number of ducks at the pond where I live. It totally amazes me that the white ducks don't even care about Misty and she doesn't care about them. She just totally ignores them. Tonight we sat for a few minutes on the bench while Misty sniffed every single grass blade. The ducks are in the background.

Today was filled with sweeping and washing floors and laundry. Last load is in the dryer and I'm ready to relax for the evening.

Thanks Mom for dinner tonight. It was great.

Had a Play Day Today

2008-10-04T22:44:00.002-04:00

Just had a good ole fashion play day today. Mom and I went to St. Petersburg to the Whim So Doodle Fall Festival. It was such a gorgeous day and the festival was outside so we enjoyed walking around tried a few projects and enjoyed the day.

As we left we commented that we were going right past Tropicana Field. Yesterday there was total chaos there but today is was quiet and deserted. With any luck next week the real chaos will start with the Rays in the World Series. We won't be going near St. Petersburg.

On the way back we stopped at the Crap Trap in Ellington and had a great lunch. I had a lobster salad sandwich and absolutely loved it. Mom had Scallops. Next we were off to the Quilt store and Mom picked up some Loralee fabric. The new designs were all out.

Got back home and took a short nap and then we were off to the movies. We saw Nights in R something with Richard Gere. He's still got it. It has a sad ending which kinda of irritated me. I need happy.

Have a good weekend everyone and go Rays. Finish it off in Chicago tomorrow.

A Day To Remember

2008-10-03T16:41:00.002-04:00

This was one of the ways I remembered Jim today. I was looking at photos of our wedding and remembering how happy we were. We stood in that gazebo and promised each other so much. I just didn't know that death do us part would come so soon.

Jim sang the Abba song, "I've Been Waiting For You," to me at our reception and I will never forget that moment.

I celebrate you today my love.

10 Years Ago Today

2008-10-03T09:33:00.000-04:00

Ten years ago today Jim and I were married. I miss him so much.

More Pages From Last Weekend

2008-10-02T22:50:00.002-04:00

This past weekend was great to get caught up on some of the photos that I had not scrapped. I take so many photos that I probably have enough right now that if I didn't take anymore photos until the end of the year I would not run out of new photos to scrap. The grandpa layout I have scrapped those photos but from a completely different perspective. This layout remembers the heartwarming side of Jack's and Jim's relationship. Just had to capture that moment again.

Just finished watching the vice presidential debate. I enjoyed the encounter but I am tired of the TV ads. I would much rather listen to the debate format. I think you get a better sense of the person and their positions. Enough politics. Good Night.

Layouts from Scrap Pink

2008-10-01T22:19:00.002-04:00

Last weekend I spent the weekend cropping at Scrap Pink. I got a lot accomplished and here are a few of the layouts. There will be more to come.

Tonight was Scrap and Dash and finished that layout and it is to come also.

Just wanted to say a huge thank you to my sister. Friday is Jim and my 10th anniversary. Sadly we will not be able to celebrate but he is in my heart. Jim always gave me a box of Rocky Mountain Chocolate Factory truffles. My absolute favorite. My sister brought me a box tonight knowing that I am very down this week. You can't buy them in Sarasota but she picked them up on her way back from Georgia. Thank you Jackie. You are the best.

Donald begins what my be his Senior year in college this week. What an exciting time for him. Thought I'd celebrate him tonight. Go Donald. We are so proud of you.

Digital Class #5

2008-10-01T13:01:00.002-04:00

Here is a very cool layout from my journaling class that I am taking. The exercise was to write ourselves a letter but it was to be when we were very young. I found these cute photos from 1951 and used them. Then we had to create the layout using our journaling and then we created letter stickers for the layout. Plus we put the date in by using circle month stickers and grunge letters. It was a fun layout.

Such a Tragedy

2008-09-29T21:29:00.002-04:00

I wonder today what my grandchildren are thinking. What have they been told about why I am not there for them. I know I mean a lot to them. Today I received back the postcards I sent to my grandchildren from Vegas. Along with it was a letter signed from the Chiszar Family saying I am not to write again. My letters will not be returned and they will be trashed. The letters were addressed to Glasnap. Typically of someone that is in denial.

The letter also included a criticism of my going to Vegas. I guess they did not know that I was a guest of my dear friend Corrinne. I guess when you don't ask questions you don't really know what is going on.

There are many forms of child abuse. One of them is emotional and this is a classic case. Yes my friends I will not give up. I will continue to write the letters and postcards. If one out of 50 gets into the hands of my grandchildren then they will know that I have not abandoned them.

My grandkids are going to grow up thinking everyone they love leaves, just because of a parents selfishness. I believe that grandchildren are often used as the pawns in a concerted effort to wield power and control over grandparents by emotionally immature parents. In most cases, children are being denied the right to visit a grandparent not out of love or concern for the child, but out of vindictiveness by a parent. Grandparents are an important and integral part of the social and emotional fabric of a child's. I worry that my grandchildren will show signs of emotional effects of this child abuse and the parents will never know why because they have chosen to ignore their children's feelings.

Before I was hurt now I am just mad. I remember Jack calling me this summer and he was crying hysterically that he wanted to see me. He said Grandma I love you please come see me. How can a parent do this to their child.

I will probably get blasted for the content of this email but because of all of my friends support it I will be able to endure the rage. I remember the battle call, don't give up on your grandchildren.

A Little Cool Tonight

2008-09-25T21:56:00.002-04:00

Misty and I just got back from our nightly run and it was actually a little cool outside. Can you believe it, fall has arrived. Not cool enough to turn the air conditioner off but it is getting there.

These two layouts are from scrap and dash this week. The first one is from last week but I was catching up. I completed two more but I'll post them in the next couple of days.

Mom called me tonight but I was outside and didn't get the phone. She had an eagle in her back yard and wanted me to take photos. Darn, because I would have loved that. She said it was 10 feet from her on the ground.

This weekend is Scrap Pink for Breast Cancer. Which means on Sunday I'll have lots to show you. Sounds like a fun weekend and what fun it will be to just hang out and work on my scrapbooks. See you on Sunday.

Wow, Have An Interview

2008-09-23T22:19:00.005-04:00

Busy day today. I applied for over 10 jobs and guess what. I have an interview on Friday. I guess that new resume is working. Yeah. It is for the manager of a day spa. Not sure how good I would be at that but hey I'll try anything. I applied today and they have already responded.

Played bingo tonight and won $80. Wow for me. I won the last two bingo's of the night. Poor Jackie was one number away about 6 times and the caller would just not call her number.

Turned a little cooler today and tonight was really nice. I could actually think about fall. It doesn't look like fall but the temperature is down and it is going to be 69 in the morning. Fantastic. I think I'll get up early and enjoy the cool temp.

There was a Elvis sighting in Las Vegas. He was just walking down the strip.

Back in the Swing of Things

2008-09-22T22:49:00.003-04:00

Today I spent most of the day working on a new resume. I had been doing research on several web sites that give advice on how to build the best resume. So today I took all of the advice from my research and developed a new resume. I then went online and applied for at least 20 jobs. I hope that someone reads my resume because I need a job. On the news over the weekend the news was not good. Sarasota's job market is in the toilet. About the only one hiring is retail and that does not work for me. I can not stand all day because of my sciatica nerve in my back. So retail is out. Today I did Craig's list so tomorrow it is off to Monster.

I finished this layout over the weekend. It is class #3 in my Type+writer class online. I am behind because I was away last week but will catch up this next week.

So what's new in my life. My palm tree in the front yard is creating a mess with the little orange nuts falling. I must have raked up a 1000 of them. Unpacking and getting the laundry done. Catching up on my paperwork. Before I left I sent my grandchildren a little miss you card and it was returned to me today in a plain brown envelope addressed to Glasnap. The same thing happened when I sent Lucas the paperwork for a savings bond for his birthday. Guess someone doesn't know that my Legal name is Patricia Ann Chiszar or Mrs. James Chiszar, or Patty Chiszar. All of these will work. For this I will forever legally and emotionally be. So I guess Grandma is persona non gratis.

Misty spent sometime with Grandma today while I worked on my resume. She loves her play dates.

Thank you so much Jackie for taking care of Misty for me last week. You are a godsend. What would I do without you. Love you.

I'm Back

2008-09-20T23:24:00.002-04:00

My week away was gone before it started. As everyone knows there are no clocks in Las Vegas. There aren't even any by the pool. I got in about 3:00 this morning so I slept most of today. Had a grand time with my friend Corrinne and with Vegas. I'm not any richer but it certainly was fun. Vegas has changed so much in the two and a half years since I have been there. When Corrinne called and said let's go I jumped on it. She was comped for the room and food so it was a good.

This was a big hit for me on the two cent machine. All of $12.00 but fun.

More latter.

Erin Ralston On Idol Contest

2008-09-13T14:03:00.002-04:00

My friend Gitta emailed me this link of her daughter's recent win on Lombard Idol Contest. Click on the link if you want to hear Erin Ralston sing Crazy. It's pretty good. Congrats ERin.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jRR8F52KoP8

This Week's Scrap and Dash Plus

2008-09-11T22:54:00.002-04:00

Ended a quiet day tonight with some time in the hot tub. About 8:30 my sister and I met up at the hot tub and enjoyed some relaxing time. It was great to catch up on the week and it was a beautiful night.

Had to go to the doctor today for my B12 shot. I'm now on twice a month plus taking the folic acid. Hope this works. I also had to go because I have an ear infection. This is not good because I am flying on Monday and you know how that air pressure can get to your ears. The doctor gave me a big shot of antibiotics plus pills and said I would be good to go on Monday. Thank goodness because I hate ear pain.

Hope everyone has a great weekend.

Project 2 of my Type+ Class

2008-09-11T17:56:00.002-04:00

In this class the motto is, "“We write to taste life twice. Once in the moment, and once in retrospection.”

Isn't that a great quote. We learned how to do type in a circle and to make a quote a piece of art work.

Been fun so far. Thank you Jessica for sharing all of your knowledge.

From the Beach

2008-09-10T11:48:00.003-04:00

I just got back from the beach and it was wonderful. The waves were huge for this area. Most times the water is just smooth. Today there were big waves and the surfers were all out. What fun this was.

Hurricane Ike Passing us By

2008-09-09T23:02:00.002-04:00

It looks like it is going to be a stormy night and a stormy Wednesday. Ike is out in the gulf but we are really feeling the effects. This afternoon we got about 2 inches of rain in about 2 hours.

It looks like water aerobics tomorrow could be a little chilly with the 40 mph wind gusts. I'll be there unless the rain is to heavy.

This is a digital layout from my Type+ class I am taking online. Learned some new techniques that I love.

They cancelled Bingo tonight because of the storms. I did not find out until after I ordered the pizza but we got together at my house and ate the pizza.

I also went and got a haircut and color today. Boy was I in need. I had not done that since Jim's funeral. Talk about gray roots. Have a great week and try to stay dry.

Grandparents Day Yesterday

2008-09-08T22:45:00.003-04:00

I would love to think that if I were allowed to see or talk to my grandchildren on Grandparents Day this is what they would say. This s a poem from a little boy named Vinnie.

My grandma is special to me.

She always lets me be me.

She teaches me to cook good food.

She thinks I'm a really cool dude.

She lets me snack on foods I enjoy.

She even buys me my favorite toy.

She picks me up when I'm feeling down.

I think she should wear a crown.

My Grandma Patty is the best!

She is head and shoulders above the rest.

I know this is how they feel and no matter what anyone says or does. I know in my heart that this is how they feel because I remember the little voices that yell, "Grandma you are here!"

Jack, Josh and Luke, Grandma loves you.

Notre Dame at 3:30

2008-09-06T09:02:00.002-04:00

Today marks the first home game for Notre Dame football. Game time is 3:30. Say a prayer today. Jim has the best seat in the house. Our square numbers for today are Notre Dame _2 and San Jose State _3.

Quiet Week

2008-09-05T22:00:00.002-04:00

It has been a pretty quiet week. We started out with a holiday Monday and that pretty much screwed up the schedule. I was a day behind on everything.

I did one thing I have been putting off because it was so hard to do, but Jim's shirts are all gone now. I gave them to Goodwill. I cried all the way to the Goodwill store. It had to be done and now maybe someone can use them. I think I'm going to put his suits and tux on consignment. He would like that. I miss him so.

I did scrap and dash this week and the owl and bird layouts are from that. The Halloween layout is my September challenge page for K2. I found this adorable photo of Lucas and knew it would be perfect.

Jack got back from Augusta and I'll share those photos this weekend. Haven't seen much of her of Mom this week. We are all busy. Got my blood tests back and it seems that now my folic acid is low. This comes from the vitamins of vegetables. I eat tons of veggies. Doctor said that did not matter and that I needed extra because the folic acid is the glue that holds on to the B12. So I hope this works. I now need to have the B12 shot twice a month.

We are all watching Ike very closely. He has not made up his mind yet as to where he's going to go. I hope he stays on the other coast. When we are on the west side we only get a little rain but if we are on the east side we get torrential rains that last several days.

Hope everyone has a great weekend. I'm doing scraptherapy tomorrow, probably a movie and who knows what else.

Really Funny

2008-09-03T16:07:00.003-04:00

My sister-in-law Nancy sent me this cartoon. What a hoot. Thought I'd share since I laughed out loud when I saw it.

And Here They Come

2008-09-02T21:40:00.002-04:00

Looking at the weather forecast is daunting. Here they come. Three in a row. With any luck they will stay out in the Atlantic and go north. This is the bad part of living in Florida. You just have to realize that in September things get bad. You have to watch and listen and wait for what is going to happen. You have no control but can only hope for the best. The good news is that we are getting a lot of rain and that is helping our drought situation.

All is well here. Have a good week everyone.

Gustav Makes For Soggy Weekend

2008-08-31T23:12:00.003-04:00

Gustav may be in the middle of the gulf but he is wreaking havoc on us here in Sarasota. We have gotten several inches of rain yesterday and today and the wind has been incredible. We have gotten more rain and wind than we got from Fay and it landed a lot closer to us. Our pond is full and I do not know if it can handle any more rainfall.

Misty hates the rain. She hates to get her little feet wet and I have to drag her out because she just does not want to get into the grass.

Friday night I went to Scraptherapy and got a lot done. I completed these layouts Friday night. I had started several of them but just had to put pictures to them. We had a great time and it was fun to laugh with everyone.

I have been working around the house for the past several days and I have gotten a lot done. My floors are spotless and the majority of the house is clean. I just have my bedroom to go and that will get completed tomorrow. I was going to go to bingo today but with the rain I just decided to stay in and keep dry. Even found time for an afternoon nap. Isn't that what everyone does on a rainy day.

Hopefully the sun will come out tomorrow and I plan to go to the pool. Need some sunshine. Have a great Labor Day.

Traveling Pants Movie

2008-08-30T22:30:00.002-04:00

I went to see the movie Traveling Pants 2. Like the first movie there are four young women that are now starting college and go their separate ways and each of their journeys. They are still best friends and they still share the pants. Their friendship is tested in this movie but in the end it all works out.

What hit me so hard and was so personal to me was one of the story lines. One of the girls lost her mother early in life. Her father basically raised her. Her father decided that he did not want the grandmother in her life. The movie really doesn't say why just that the father thought it was best for his daughter to not see or talk to her grandmother anymore. The last time she remembers seeing her grandmother she was 6 years old. She comes home from college to visit her father and finds some old letters her grandmother wrote to her over the years. She confronted her father and they had a huge fight. She wanted to know why her father denied her her grandmother. The father's only comment was, "I thought it was best for you."

In the movie she makes a trip to find her grandmother. She has not seen her in 12 years. They are reunited and the daughter now knows her grandmother never stopped loving her. For the daughter this brought great peace and joy.

I teared a bit because this is exactly what is happening to me. Why do the children have to suffer? Why do grandmothers have to suffer when they have done nothing wrong? These questions weigh heavy on my heart.

Scrapbook Room Is All Done

2008-08-28T23:16:00.005-04:00

I have finally completed my scrapbook room. I special ordered two counters. One is 10 feet long and the other is eight feet long. On one counter I have my home office and the other is my scrapbook area. At the Habitat home improvement center I found 3 used cabinets that would work perfectly. I sanded them down and then painted them white. They were originally kitchen cabinets and work perfectly for what I wanted.

Over the past year I have been buying the craft cubes one at a time. I finally have enough to store all of my materials plus they look great. The one blank wall will eventually have a futon which will double as a guest room. Right now it just has Misty's pillow where she sleeps while I work.

I added the Making Memories wall center which I picked up at Michael's with one of my 40% off coupons. On the other side of the window is my memory and inspiration board. I painted the frame white and then put in a piece of sheet metal. It is completely magnetic and a great place to hang memorabilia and inspiration items.

I'm still having some issue with cords. The wall plug under the computer area is not working so I have to run power from the other wall. My handyman is coming next week to replace the plug. I'll then be able to hide the plugs in the white box. I drilled holes on each side of the counter so I could run cords from the top to the bottom. This works really well and home depot even had the inserts to put in the holes.

I'm really proud of my do it yourself room. It took me a while but it is finally done.

Will Gustav Come Our Way

2008-08-27T23:04:00.002-04:00

Well yesterday I would have said Gustav was going to Texas but today they moved it slightly to the east. We are still only on the fringes but we'll get the wind and maybe some rain. And we will get this Labor Day weekend. This reminds me of many years ago when I bought my first house in Tampa in the late 70's. The week after I moved in we had my one and only threat of a hurricane during my tenure in Tampa. It was Labor Day weekend also. I ended up with a house full of people for a few days and got my entire house interior painted with all of the extra help. It was a great party and the hurricane never came on shore. I hope the same holds true for this weekend. But at least I have all of the supplies this time.

These two layouts are from tonight's scrap and dash and art bar projects. It's always fun to get out and have this creative burst midweek. All I have to do is bring the photos and they have everything set up to create the layouts.

I'm almost finished cleaning and moving my scrapbook room around. Photos tomorrow because I will be done tomorrow if it kills me. My goal is to have my entire house spic and span by Monday.

Had a doctor appointment today for my monthly B12 shot and this should help with my energy level. They also did a blood test to see if my levels have come up. My B12 anemia deficiency should be at 600. Three months ago it was 100. This definitely is to low. If it has not come up significantly I am going to have to go to twice a month shots. As the nurse explained it to me, my levels are so low that when I get my shot my body says oh boy there is some B12 and eats it all up and I don't have anything left for the rest of the month. This according to the doctor is a hereditary problem. The crux of it is that by mid-day I am exhausted and can't do anything. So hopefully we'll resolve this soon because the past couple of days have been awful and the shot I had today will take about 48 hours to work. So hopefully this will pass soon.

2007 Birthday Book

2008-08-26T09:24:00.002-04:00

I have been working on this book since March. I have finally finished it and love how it turned out. I used Creative Cafe products for the entire book. Enjoy.

Gray Skies Again

2008-08-23T22:39:00.002-04:00

We are still getting the effects of Fay. The skies are gray and we have gotten a lot of rain. I thought we were in the clear today and so Jackie, Barbara and I were going to plant mom's new shrubs. As soon as we got started the rain came and boy was it a downpour.

It was probably for the best since when we actually got to digging we found that her planter bed was filled with red ants. These guys are nasty and they are fast to bite as my feed will attest to. I ran home and got some ant killer but the planting had to be put off. It will take several days for the ant killer to work so we can get back to the planting.

Spent the rest of the day treating my feet with deodorant. Yes that was my sister's solution and guess what it worked. I settled in with a good book and a nap. A perfect way to spend a rainy Saturday afternoon.

I also spent some time thinking about Lucas. Happy birthday little guy.

Hope everyone has a great Saturday.